missing you.
Monday, August 20, 2007, 11:06 PM
Final whistle have blew.
I dropped on my knees and covered my face.
I went speechless.
Seriously.
Really. Seriously.
70mins. We fought hard. We were leading a goal up.
Then, that last dying seconds. Opponent short corner.
UGH!
GOAL!
NEVER.
Neverever have i condemn my own senior colleague.
BUT
That was cat shit!
I'm just disappointed.
Seriously.
Ugh. I'm disgusted.
We drew.
Well, anyway.
I dont blame on such wonderful umpiring. I have to lead a better example as a member of the SHF Umpiring Committee. SO. I have to be more gracious. RIGHT.
I shall blame it on myself.
I felt i didnt play hard enough converting those 101 chances we hard.
101 short coners.
101 break though.
We wanted it more.
1 STROKE. I got for the team, that would put us 2-0. But, I walked away because i wasn't confident enough.Someone else took it. HELL.
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Never have i felt annoyed.
Selfish.
Ugh.
SERIOUSLY.
Nw. Regrets. If only i took it.
I hate this game that caused me such passion. such emotions.
i hate it.