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Wednesday, June 13, 2007, 9:25 AM
read anna's blog. I miss that egg pettie. she's getting married in Aug. Well, wishes for her. came across an interesting entry. sound awfully similar. It speaks it all. You said, Even though i barely msg or call you and barely meet you. I want you to know. I miss you the first time we met, I miss you when we are 2gether, I miss the smile when you see my face, I miss the talks we used to have and I totally miss you when we are apart. Distance make the heart grows fonder but distance can also make one fill dishearten....even though i barely msg you or even see you at all doesn't mean you are not even remembered...but its all up to you....
She said, I miss the times we spent 2gether. You don't know how much i miss you. And everytime i got pissed at myself coz i can't see you at all. But wat else can i do? The nights when i dreamt of you for missin you too much. You are there and im here. We are miles apart not oceans apart.
She says, I don't know wat else can i do for you. What else can i do to be heard? I miss you but as i said im gettin tired of sayin it... Everytime i said i miss you, you will also say i miss you too. I don't know if you were to find me irritating or annoying. Sometimes i wonder is it too much of what i asked for? If only you can see how much i miss you. If only you understands how i feel. If only you could appear in front of me now. If only you could put a smile on my face forever. If only you not make me sad for missing you. There was this time when you said you gonna meet me the next day. I was so happy. I dreamt of you that night coz i think i miss you badly and cant wait to see you. But only comes in the afternoon, i got a msg from you that you cant make it. You said that something came up last minute. I was so heartbroken dat my mood changed. Don't get me wrong! I'm not angry at you. Im juz sad. My time is running out. I don't have much time to spare for you. My clock is ticking away. And every seconds it went away, that seconds are the moments i wish to spent time wif you. Im goin to leave my other life behind. For wateva the reasons are i think its for the best. N you are the closure for my other life. You are the only one whom i know in a short time that makes me miss like crazy. You will always be remembered. If you were to find this weird, i find it weird too. But this is how i feel. I never ask for more and until now i'm still not. The bond we have is unique. What ever your reply is, may it be negative or positive, i will accept it. I will always always remember you. Till then i'm waiting till my time is up..this is how i feel. yes. she speaks. it's spoken. |