missing you.
Monday, September 18, 2006, 7:40 PM
A real beauty.
And hearing hw one rant and bitch saying hw much the person hv given and put in effort to another party.
A real beauty.
Wad can i say.
*Applause on job well done*
Ultimately, people will notice. I say nothing.
..........
Lets play a game.
Who is more stress than who? (bad english i noe. i dun care.)
Mr A : Cough. Cough. I'm sick. I'm stres
Mr B : I can't talk. I'm worst than Mr A. I more stress.
Me : I've typed 1000 over words essay this morning.
Slept at 4am.
Had a long weekend but lovely weekend (WE WON PADANG SHEILD after years on the other side).
I got class at 10.30am today.
To some myb it's nothing. I've not done my part in my work but as mention above.
Ultimately, people will notice. I say nothing.
So must i sit on the edge of my window, thinking of sucide or why not hop out of the window to prove a point that i'm too under so much stress as you all are?
Blame my immune system for being strong. i physically go out and be active rather than spendin time shagging at home.
Gesh.
....
Myb this entry is kinda mean.
Or myb it doenst makes much sense to some.
But
-Due to time constrain, how much time can i spend on bitching to my fellow friends abt it? Exams is jus next wk.
-Emailing my bf, informing how my sch life been a bitch nvr eva crossed my mind. I'm nt that sort of person who tells their bf abt everything under the sun. I'm independently mentally strong enough to handle some twigs.
And so. I rant and blog.
Whatever. Dun want to accept the facts kill me then.
Cheers.
Ok. Here i end of with a smile.
I miss Arif. Just thinking of him brings joy.
Sad but true.
And i can't wait till Jan. When i see him.
Oh WELL.
I DESERVED a McFlurry with extra Oreo bits and Strawberry milkshake.
Shall sollow my sorrows and distress.
Then, suffer during training tmr! Lovely.