missing you.
Tuesday, November 29, 2005, 11:56 PM
This is home. Truly. Where i know i must be, where my dream awaits for me. Where the river always flow..
Yes. A sense of patriotism. It's good to be back. English speaking people! OR Singlish- they will put it to irritate me. Hell. Whatever.
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First thing I had tulang when i got back. Juicy, red, thick, meaty TULANG. Heaven. Meat finally. Damn shiok.
Can't believe 2 wks have actually passed. Time seems to be freakingly passed really fast. Heh. Myb the fact that most of the time i'm asleep for 12 hrs, breakfast at 1pm, Hockey in the evening. And HOCKEY is an everyday affair. Well, i'm not complaining.
A few shout outs yar. Had a gr8 homey welcome from Kathy- ladies convenor and most of their seniors in the team. They really remind me of some of my the crazy bunch of Seniors in SCC.
Played with both KCC A and KCC B team in the Winter League in the same division. Weird rite. Well, their federation have their own system. I notice a few differences when i play there compare here. Myb i shall take it to consideration... much consideration.. or myb not. And juz stick to what i'm comfortable with.
Hockey aside.
Within a few days upon my arrival, i've come to a custom that pushing and shoving in MTR is perfectly fine w/o saying a word. And clearing throat instead of saying a simple 'Excuse Me' or 'Sorry'.
Iced Milk Tea with small crushed ice is addictive.
Will stay away from Seafood of all kind and Toast with egg and cheese at the moment. Hello to MEAT, Halal CHICKEN and everything else. Or maybe after Bangkok? I longing for an authentic Spicy Tom Yam Seafood!
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Well, love to blog everything in great details. But Nahh. Some thoughts are juz meant to kept personal.
I know for the fact that being there for 2 wks, i've come to an understanding of hw he's life is back there. And hw the kids look up to such icon. Hw hockey is everything to him.
Trusting him is something i have to adopt and get really comfortable with. But what can one do if She by Nature is insecure, always worrying, having dumb imaginations (am sure most of my gurlfriends wld hv noticed this by nw)- Right? It only proves that she cares and he's always been on her mind- no matter where he is.
Oh well. Let's fate takes it toll. And everything will be alright in the hands of the Almighty. If it's meant to be, it doesn't matter where i am or where he is.
ku masih disin kerana setia.
Pattya, Bangkok here i come!