missing you.
Friday, November 11, 2005, 10:31 PM
I'm still under the weather. Help. Close to a week nw! Having a hard time breathing cuz of flu and dryness in the throat. I gt a feeling a fever coming up. *prays hard* Being sick sucks.
Fitness was tested juz nw. Did ok. It sucks knowing that one can go to further bt the body doesn't allow u. Or myb i'm juz fat and unfit? Onli finding an excuse that i was sick and denying that fact. haha. Split personality. I'm goin insane too.
I'm so drained nw. Have been drinking gallons of water and goin to the loo! haha. OKok. Will slp soon to get enuf energy for an early morning and long day tmr. Day 2 of trials.
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Will have a Deepavali Open House at Priya's tmr evening.
I hope Priya is feeling better. Hv nt seen her online and i'm juz preoccupied with so many things to even gv her a call. Will sms her later.
Ytdy, before the exam, the first thing she sees me.. she pulled me over and told me the whole shit senario of her break up. Honestly, that guy she called bf for the last 3 years or so, seriously needs a kick in the nuts. Bastard. Being in such same shit in my previous r/s, i noe hw crap Priya must have felt. I hugged her and broke down with together with her! I tried my best to advise her, bt knowing the situation that she's in, the only person can come to terms with it is herself and face reality. I was in denial and avoiding reality for a period of time.
Oh well.
Glad, i've moved on nw. Priya, if ur reading this. He's a SOB. Soon you will heal and i'm positively sure that someone who is of worthy, better and deserving of you wil come along naturally. Shit happens. Life have to move on. Believe me, i'm a living proof example girlfriend!
I'm much more happier and carefree nw. And i miss him dearly. Can't wait till Weds!