missing you.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005, 7:40 PM
how i wish i'm still in Hong kong, sleeps till afternoon and nothing to worry exept what to eat for lunch!
Yes people, i'm back. Arrived late last night. I missed him alreadi. Honestly, that one week doesn't felt like one.
I enjoyed, treasured and loved every moment spend with him. It's no joke wondering when the next time i'm goin to see him. Not any time soon- obviously. So many things going on for him- travelling here and there. Whereas for me, i'm juz worried abt my exams drawing near!
I miss him. I wan to go back to him. Juz cuddle and watch tv- a perfect afternoon.
This is embrassing. But heck. On the flight back ytdy, me and zee was listening to Cathay's sentimental music- both of us hugged eachother and cried. Happy thoughts was running tru my mind but then reality sets in. When will i see him again? in Dec-Bangkok's Kings Cup? Next year? i wonder. Juz before i left- he said something that brought positive light to my life- something to look forward to in the future. Well, i don't wan to put any high hopes yet.
I miss him. so much. so so much.
There's so much to blog in. But i'm juz drained.
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miss him.