missing you.
Monday, October 03, 2005, 1:06 AM
Arthur Soh is a pain in the neck. I can feel him breathing down my neck every second! Irritant. Is it wrong to laugh? Mad kok. It's a damn chicken feet powerpoint exam. Even twigs can do powerpoint! I juz asked a simple question on a bar chart- cuz i didnt manage to do it right. So, i asked him.
He goes 'It's so simple. I don't want to teach you. You never practice at home.' Yak yak yak..
While he was blabbling and boosting his ego. I manage to click on something and did it right. I snapped back sarcastically at him 'HAH. I've done it, DON'T need your help. Nw, GO AWAY!'
Damn. It felt good. Then, he goes around checking on hw much we have printed. UNLIKE Denise, I think she killked a whole rainforest in Indonesia! hahaha. A huge stack of errors!! Crazy. hahahha.
Well, all good! Glad won't be seeing him nxt wk!
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Juz came back from a major catching up session. Gawd, i miss hanging out with them. Juz like the ol' times in secondary school. Me, Atika and Erma. I miss those times. Esp when me and Erma.. that's the first thing we do everyday. To bitch and bitch is right.
Well amazingly, we talked lots of serious stuff and all.. Like tis poor Erma. She has a problem. Her parents cld't accept her bf of 3 yrs and wants them to break up. That's sad ok. Poor girl. She has major headache abt this. Torn between 2. She respects her parents and 3 yrs in a relationship with a guy you are so comfortable with. Hard decision. Glad it's not me- yet.
I've such problems too. But currently right nw, it's not a major issue. You see. My mom still adores and likes Fir. She belives that he's the ideal guy, he's family is nice, he's good for me. Bla.. bla.. BUT stating the fact that she doesn't know Arif that much and she wasn't gving him a chance. Misconceptions over the years is corrupting her mind. She only met him over a Sunday brunch which is nothing compared to hw long she noes Fir. It isn't fair for my current darl. Fir is such a goody-goody. He wld sms my mom- wishing her, asking hw is she- eventho we are offically off for months nw.She don't know the real real reason that we were apart the first place. She claims she older-wiser and knows what's right for me. Geesh. Am i still stuck in the 60s or something? Yes, i know she's my mom and i love her dearly. BUT this is my life, i make the risk of such decisions. Ok, IF we do end up going the seperate ways in mths to come for whatever shitty reasons. At least i can look back and kick myself in the ass for not listening to what my mom said.
Right nw, i'm happy the way it is. I'm happy that even the mention of his name, i'll blush. I'm happy seeing the picture of us taken together as it brought great memories and everlasting smile on my face. And i can't wait to meet him in Hong Kong. Hugging and feeling the warmth i've been longing for mths nw. Long distance is hard- yes, but Us having faith in the r/s and trust that's all it matters.
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OK. Back here.
Only to the end when Atika and Erma was constantly condemning, criticising and bitching out abt this particual girl. It was hilarious. I juz laugh my heads off. I've too much sins, and i believe in Karma so i rather sit back and laugh rather than join them bitch. hehe. It was fun. Then, Atika's bf called and was pissed with her- cuz it's late and she didn't call him ealier. hahhaa. Loser. Nw i'm glad, my bf is miles away- i don't do reports unlike my previous r/s- and he trusts me- vice-versa. hehe
I miss my gurlies- totally spice. muck.
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