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Monday, August 15, 2005, 3:23 PM

Selalunya, tak terasa atau percaya pada perkataan monday blues. Tapi hari ini, ku asyik berasa begitu. Mungkin kerana hujun minggu ku amat letih and membinggungan. Fikiranku tak terteram gitu hari ini. Asyik memikirkan peristiwa yg telah jadi. Aku tak tahu. Akan bertanya pada nya suatu hari. Haiz. Stras. Ku menyoal diriku, siapa kah ku dalam hidup nya? Dan mana kah ku berdiri? Adalah ku membuang masa dalam penghubuaan ini? Harap tidak. Bingung aku dibuatkan. Akan disambung...

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I'm back. Yeah. Weekend of gd exhauting fun. Tiredness aside i'm nw class waiting fer my lecture to come. lame. 2h30mins of torture Microsoft shit and Chinese people surrounding me speaking in their tongue. I have enough of lost in translation during the weekend. Cantonese, Hindi, Malay, Indon, F-lang, Chinese.. making my head spins. Ugh. My day worsens. Feel my pain, people. Bore. Killer.

My neck is sore. my arms hurts. And i'm freaking dark. my mind, body and soul is tired. I can burst anytime.

PMS. Understand me.

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Well. Where do i start. I shall talk abt hockey. Proud of my U18 girls who played in the RSC tournament. They made it tru all the way to the Finals. :) *applause* I grow so fast. *sob*sob* hehe

Met Arif during the weekend after a mth of his absence.

I dun feel like talking abt him.

But actually, i do.

I envy relationships that my freinds are having. Like meeting bf during dinner, lunch.. Having late night calls. Having someone to listen to ur daily rantings and curses. I guess i can't have all that. International calls are killers. Txt each other is the best best thing. And this blog of mine is one of my source to reach out. That if, he does bothers to remember it ya. Cuz it seems that minor things, he doesn't remember or care.

I notice something during the weekend that questions my stand in his life. Or myb i'm paranoid. Been feeling a rollarcoaster of emotions and irritation. PMS.

I miss him tho.