missing you.
Monday, May 09, 2005, 8:24 AM
wahahhaa. Come to think of it, it's kinda true. I dun remember getting my daddy gift for Father's day, wait, i dun even know when is Father's day. haha. i'm the gift. Gift of life. wahaha.
OK. ignore me.
It rained practically the whole morning. I was reluctant to wake up, my soft bed sheets, full blast air con and it's a farkin Sunday! haiz. I was assigned a match to umpire at CCAB. Dammit. When i reach Newton it was still rainining, i knew the game wld be called off, but i still took a cab down. I dun wan to get wet. hehe. Yeah, it did called off. Wad a sunday.
Went back. Oh, i got my hair cut! WEeee~ i like. I dun have to tell anyone that i'm getting a hair cut. Before i wld asked whether i can have a hair cut, now that i'm single. weee~ i like my hair.
Slept till 1.30. Then rushed to class. Yeah, math cum Islaminc Religious Knowledge class. I cld't sit still, i kept looking at my watching waiting for the time to pass. Went tru some pass years IRK quesstions, fark. I dunno wad shit i've gotten myself into. The questions like abt Islamic History, the rights and wrongs, ethics.. shhesh. I was super lost. I think ar, i'll be the first to ever fail IRK. OKOK. Think positive, Mis. So, i'll be getting the books nxt week. 3 books that is supposed to cover 3 years- i wld be having a crash course in less than 6 mths? geesh. mis, mis..
Oh well, everything went ok. Rushed to Delta. A match against Police. I was so hyped up. I feel the buring passion to win. I think all of us did. We were dwn 0-2 in the first 15 mins, by half time we were up 3-2. It feels good- yet we were not complacent. 2nd half was sad. I did screw up, i admit. I played like shit. My problem is my strength. Keep losing the balls and get pushed by giants. i got few cuts on my knees by falling and getting pushed. arse. Anyway, it was a sad lost. 4-5 against Police.
Well, you know one thing i notice and noticed that. Some Police players- really ar. I can't stand their attitude. OK, you guys won. hello? It's a game. Be a sportsperson, have some ethics and moral.. smile- tho u don't mean it, shake ur opponents' hands. I held my hands out, all i get is a pathic smerk. I'm utterly disgusted. Where's ur sportsmanship? I really can't stand those people. OK, so what some of you guys plays for the State- does it means we normal people who plays in the club level is nothing? That we aren't in the same level, you guys are too good for us. How and what are you goin to project to the international level abt Fair Play and Sportsmanship in Sg when you guys don't do it on Sg grounds? I'm not refering to all. Juz a certain few that i've notice since the U21 tournament. I'm a sportsperson, you guys are too. We played hard and tough hockey- infact i was thought frm my club to play that, And wads stays in the pitch, ends in the pitch. Nothing personal. But last night, really- ugh. Seeing them with the lack of that, sorry to say this, reflects them as an individual.
OK, so i pulled my hamstring. I didn't warm up well, i'm now limping ard the house. in pain. Well, i was advised not to cum for trg today plus i having class at 7.
Good day ppl.